IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART

IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART
WOULD YOU TEAR IT APART
IF I GAVE YOU MY SOUL
WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR HAND
YOUR HAND TOLD
IN HOPES OF NEVER LETTING GO

IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART
WOULD YOU LOVE ME FOREVER
IF I GAVE YOU MY SOUL
WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR HEART
TRUSTING ILL NEVER BRAKE IT

IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART
WOULD YOU SHOW ME OFF TO THE WORLD
IF I GAVE YOU MY SOUL
WOULD YOU GIVE MY YOUR LOVE
AND SHOW ME YOU CARE

IF I GAVE YOU MY HEART
WOULD YOU PROMISE TO NEVER BREAK MY HEART
WOULD YOU PROMISE TO NEVER LEAVE
WOULD YOU PROMISE TO STAY WITH ME FOREVER

WHAT IF I SAID I TRUSTED YOU
I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY BODY MIND AND SOUL
I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY HEART AND MY LIFE
WHAT IF I SAID I GIVE YOU MY HEART
WOULD YOU GIVE IT BACK IF YOU DIDNT WANT IT
IF I WAS FOOLING MYSELF WOULD YOU TELL ME

IF I TOLD YOU I WANT YOU WOULD YOU BE HAPPY
IF I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH WOULD YOU BE HAPPY
IF I CRYED CAUSE I KNEW I HURT YOU WOULD YOU FORGIVE

IF I GIVE YOU MY HEART
PLEASE JUST HOLD ON TIGHT!!!

Written for poetry class

A bunch of red roses

completely full of thorns

What does this symbolize?

you tell me

A heart can be broken

But its wounds can be mended

Roses and throns

Tell me what does this mean

Writtern for poetry class

Lost and forgotten
Gone for all eternity
No one can save me

IM WEAK

IVE CRYED FOR YUH
IVE LONGED FOR YUH
I WISHED FOR YUH
I DREAMT OF YUH
I BELEVED IN YUH
I TRUSTED YUH
IVE SHEAD SO MANY TEARS FOR YUH
I HAVE YEARED FOR YUHR TOUCH
IVE WISHED ON EVERYTHING FOR ONE TO COME TRUE
I HAVE WATCHED YUH IN MY HEAD
I HAVE PUT MY HEART AND SOUL INTO YUH
I LEAD TO BELEIVE YUH WERE DIFFERENT

NOW I HEAR THIS
MY HEART FELT LIKE IT DROPPED
AS IF SOMEONE SUCKED MY SOUL OUT OF ME
AS IF THE WORLD WASNT ROUND ANYMORE
AS IF MY TEARS WERE UNCONTROABLE
THEN I BECAME SADDN WHEN I RELIZED
ALL THAT I COULD DO WAS CRY

I CRYED FOR SO LONG
I FOUGHT FO SO LONG
I TRYED TO PROVE TO MY SELF
YUH WERENT LIKE THE REST
THAT I WASNT FOOLING MY SELF
BUHT IVE DECIED THAT
I HAVE NO MORE FIGHT LEFT IN ME
I HAVE NO TEARS LEFT TO SHEAD
I CANT LIVE LIFE AROUND YUH
IM WEAK
I HAVE NO MORES JUSTAFICATIONS TO FIGHT
FOR WHAT I LOVE....
(MISTAKE LOVED)(WELL IDK IS THATS THE WORD)

SOMETHINGS WRONG

Something was wrong from when i woke up
i felt that today was going to be a blow
Something was wrong as i got dressed to go to school
i felt the hole getting bigger and bigger
Something was wrong as i walked on jerome to get my friend
i felt my heart become empty
Something was wrong as i sat on the bus
i felt as if i was on pause and everyone continued on
Something was wrong as i sat in my 3rd period class
and i felt my lips to qhiver and my eyes to grow big and water
Something was wrong when i questioned myself
i blamed myself for the things ive done
Something was wrong when i asked myself do i regret the things ive done
and as i thought to myself and everyone walked on by
i felt empty inside
as my day went on i relizeed
Something really was wrong
but it was outta of my hands
life goes on... and all thats left is to FORGET

Ke$ha Photoshoot

Omg Shes So Like Uh-Mazingg! Her Style Inspires Me Alot

Find Your Love by Drake

This song is ohde tuff. Its a must have for all mp3 players and ipods

Book Of Dirty Words =x

Me and my best friend Yasmeen (Contributer to the blog) found this very interesting book in Urban Outfitters on 14street today. We were quite surpised by the huge amout of word this book had. It had us laughing for about a good 20 mins! So next time you pass a Urban Outfitters deff check this book out =]

FUNNY QUOTE( I THOUGHT OF IT ON THE TRAIN)

IM NOT A SMUT
NOR AM I SMUTTASTIC
BUHT I WILL FUCK WITH YUH
AND YUHR MANS HEADS!!

Fade The 2nd Book In The Wake Trilogy

By Lisa McMann

Chucks! My Fave sneakers to wear

Converse All Stars aka Chucks are the best. They match with just about everything and come in so many different colors and styles x3

I SPEAK

I speak for the millions of teens whos voices have never been able to be heard.

I speak for the millions of teens

who have struggled throught out there whole lifes just to make it where they are.

I speak for those who have always been afraid to speak for them selves.

I speak for those who know how it feels to have there lives flash before there very eyes.

I speak for the those who have had to watch somebody they love and care about be abused.

I speak for those who wish they could have done something but never did.

I Speak to let the teens of the world know that there voices do count.

And they do deserve to be heard.

I speak because I am me, and I do have say in the world I live in.

I speak because I can speak, Because I have a right to Speak about everything and everything,

AND I WILL BE HEARD.

Practice Photography/Photoshoot

Must Have Shoes For The Summer

Sebago Docksides

Red Wing Boots

Blow Fish

Whats the point of a Promise?

Whats the point of making a promise?

If a person was really going to do what they promised to do,

then they wouldnt need to make a promise now would they?

Maybe people make promise

to assure the other person that they are serious

about whatever they promised to do.

But then why do people break promise's that they make?

ITS FOR THE LADIES

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
THE ONES WHO HAVE BEEN MISTREATED
THE ONES WHO WERE DECIVED

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
THE ONES WHO CRYED TO SLEEP
BECASUSE OF THR NIGGAS THAT LAYED A HAD ON HER
FOR THE WOMEN THAT COMMITED SUCIDE
BECAUSE OF THE CHILDISH ACTS THE MEN PLAY

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
FOR THE WOMEN WHO DONT HAVE A VOICE
THE ONES WHO NEVER GOT THE CHANGE TO SPEAK
THE ONES WHOS LIVES WERE ENDED EARLY
BECAUSE OF SOME LITTLE BOY AND HIS ANGER

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
THE ONES WHO DO AND DONT RESPECT THEMS SELFS
THE ONES WHO QUESTION THEIR ACTIONS
THE ONES WHO ARE IN LOVE
THE ONES WHO ARE ALONE
THE ONES WHO ARE CONFUSED

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
I SPEAK TO TELL OTHERS OUR TROULES
I SPEAK TO TELL YOU ALL THAT YUOUR NOT ALONE

I SPEAK FOR MY WOMEN
I SPEAK FOR MYSELF
I SPEAK FOR MY PRIDE
I SPEAK FOR MY WOMAN

MY QUOTE OF TODAY

WHATS A PROMMISE IF ITS BROKEN BY THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY!!!

Quote for today

"I Regret loving you, But yet I long to be with you"

Evil Dr. Skit L Spytr

Now this is a new toy featured from Kid Robot. Cost $625.00. =o Thats alot of cash but hey its 7 inches tall and has colorful lights =D

PROM --> For The Ladies ; Not So Expensive

So ladies its getting pretty close to the end of the year which means PROM for those of you that are in the 8th and 12 grade. Now prom is a big deal. Like MAJOR! Its the most important thing about the end of school, besides graduation of course.

Now not everybody likes spedning hundreds of dollars on a dress that they're prolly only gonna wear once, So buying a really cute dress thats kind of cheep is a big thumbs up ^^^! So the following dresses below are REALLY Cute and are within a good price range! ($25 & Up) Hope you like them. BTW: They can be purchased at: Forever21 :D ( http://www.forever21.com/ )

Upcommin Interviews

Ok so within the next two weeks me & yasmeen will be going around interview people about certain topis, including their own personally live. If you have any ideas about topics we should interview people on or would like to be interview please leave comments below kay?

People to be interview:

1. Heights of G5 Life
2. Craig J.
3. Salvatirce U.
4. Optimus P.

SOMETHING OLD

I THIS IS A REALLY OLDPOST BY MYSTEY. I WANNA POST STUFF LIKE HER LML

I Cant say i regret anything i have done

I Cant say i miss people that dont exist

And i cant laugh if my heart jumped out my chest

I will never regret the things i have done

I will regret the things i didnt do when i had the chance

And when i thouht you were the one i wanted

When your really just a figure

That lives in my past

But it seems that the past and present have traded places

Buht i have decieded to no longer

Chase someone who continues to stand in one place!!

SOMETHING I LIVE BY!!!

HAPPINESS IS MY ENEMY

HATE IS MY BEST FRIEND

LOVE IS MY FRIENENMY

BUT I JUST DROPED THEM ALL FOR SORROW!!!

Makin some changes to the blog

For those of you that view the blog, there willl be a few changes made to it. I have recently partnered up with my best friend Yasmeen to continue working on this blog. We will be trying to open up ideas on the blog, and bring you different kinds of writing as well as music and pictures.

If anyone you would have any ideas about something you would like us to write about please dont be afraid to leave comments for us ok?

A Quote for Today

I Speak To No One, Because I Trust In No One, Because Believe In No One, Not Even Myself x3

Quote For Today

"Why settle for less when you know you deserve so much more?"

2 Quotes For Today

1st Quote:

"I dont regret the things I should regret, However I do regret the things I shouldnt"

2nd Quote:

"I will hum the tune of your heartbeat until the day I have you in my arms again... So I guess I'll be humming forever..."

Random Quote Of Today

"You can only create a strong bond with another, if the two of you are willing to take the time to weave threds together to make it"

Her, Her and not me

Its always this girl

And that girl

But never is it me

Blow Fish & Peace Sign

"Its the silly things that a person does that makes them so utterly loveable and adorable"

Playing wit Photography

I was play around with my dads camra and I got this really good shoot of myself.

I had contacts on (The Left Side). But with a lil editing i changed My eye color to greyish black (The Right Side). It came out really kool.

I Need

I want somebody to love me as much as I love them.

Miss me as much as I miss them.

Need me as much as I need them

And want to be with me as much as I want to be with them

Is that so hard to ask for?

Brother & Sister

Random Though #15

Of All People I Thought You

Would Never Be The One

To Make Me Cry Like This

Guess I Was Wrong

Random Though #14

I Cant Trust My Feelins w ppl Anymore

Ive Given Up On Myself

My Friends And On Love

Random Quote

"Untold truths hide behind the face of lust and suduction"

Random Thought #13

"Why should I care, If you were never even there when I was layed out cold, alone and scared?"

Va$hitie Kola

Artist, Director, && Designer

Random Quote

"A Smile That No Words Could Ever Describe"

Random Thought #12

"Truthfully Im not sure if the guy I fell in love with even exist anymore..."

Part Of My Family

From top left to bottom: Qyihonn, Anthony, Nick, Brandon & Antwaun.

These guys arent my blood, but I consider them my family anyways.

I Put theses guys way before I put most people

" 2 Wavii Up "

Random Thought #11

"Its Like He's The Only Guy Who Never Brings A Frown To My Face"

PLaylist Of What I Listen 2 When iThink

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Fave Picture

I Think Out Of All The Pictures Ive Taken, This One Is My Favorite

Qyihonn && Me

"We Share A Bond That Can Never Be Broken"

Desireth && Me

"Its a friend like this that keeps me smiling during the day"

Random Thought #9 & #10

"Its like every time I get ready to leave, You come around with a reason to make me stay"

"No matter how hard I try my heart is never going to let go of you"

Random Thought #7 & #8

"Sometimes I Wonder If He Means The Stuff He Says About Wanting To Be Together"

"Never Was and Never Will Be"

Random Thoguht #6

"And Somehow I Manged To Still Be Broken Inside..."

Randon Thought #5

"I Go Beyond The Bounderies Of Life"

Random Thought #4

"One Mistake You Made?

Was Thinkin I Would Wait For You 4Ever"

"IT" Something I Wrote For Class

I was 13yrs old when IT came around.

It said it was my one and only friend.

And of course this was way I was down and depressed.

So yea I believed IT.

IT was there for me when I needed somebody,

Or so I thought it was.

I was 14yrs old when I finally noticed the changes. My wardrobe consisted of way to many black items.

My jorunal was filled wit poems of death and suicide

And ,y friends all kept their distance from me.

I was 14 1/2 when I made IT go away. I threw away all m journals, I bought new clothes

And I got my friends back

I Was 15yrs old when IT found my friends.

They changed alot faster then I did.

Sadly some of them couldnt resist the callin of IT.

Their relationship with IT was so strong that I couldnt even recognize them anymore.

I was 15 1/2 when IT took Dominique Away.

It took her somewhere far, where I couldnt even remember the times i shared with her.

It took her away without any remorse.

I'll Finish The Rest Later

Random Though #3

Everybody Says Theres Something There Something They Dha Cant Explain Something Dha Not Even Me & Him Can Explain.. Buh Like Dis Thing We Cant Explain, Is It Gonna Be The Thing That Tears Us Apart? Or Brings Us 2gether...

Eventually

As times goes by I will eventually Stop:
Waiting for you,
Needing you,
Missing You,
And Loving You

And Then the time will come when you will enevtually
Want Me,
Need Me,
Miss Me
And Beyond Love me

And you will call out to me
Scream for me
But I wont come back....

Its your fault you missed your chance

Randon Thought #2

Truthfully..... Eye Miss The Guy I Fell For 2 Christmas's Ago

Random Thought #1

"You never loved me, And I never loved you. So lets not play pretend anymore"

Poem For Hummanties Class

I was about 13yrs old when he showed up.
He had dirty brown hair and dark green eyes.
My friend introduced us.
He was tryna hook us up.
Wanted me to do niqqa in the back of some truck.
But I wasnt wit It. I told him fuck off.
So he went to the next girl and continued on and on.
Then he switched it up and decided to go gay.
Next thing you know all my friends were doing him.
Soon dude was know around the Block and even in brooklyn.

Wasnt Your Everything

What I am to you, Is not what you mean to me
Nore will I ever mean as much to you, As you mean to me
Because the feelings we have for each other
Where never on the same level
I was never your everything
Nore Will I Ever Be....

I'll finish this peom another time....

That Guy

My mum always told me about that guy
The one that would come along and supposidly sweep me off my feet
The one who would supposidly be there for me through everything
The one who would supposidly be madly in love with me

She always told me stay away from that guy
Because he would be the one too make me cry
The one who would hurt my feelings
The one who would play those lil games and break my heart

She always told me dont fall for that guy if he ever comes around
He's no good for you

But of course I didnt listen
And when I was 13 yrs old I met that guy
And I Feel in love with him
And he broke my heart

A Different World

Sometimes i find myself lost in this lil world where

The sky is purple, the grass is blue.

The ocean is white.

The moon is gold and the sun is green.

The clouds are yellow and the stars are orange.

Doggs say meow and cats go bark.

Fishes have wings and birds are in the sea.

White people are colored and colored people are white.

School makes you dumb, and books make you crazy.

Myspace wasnt addictive & aim never existed.

The beach is full of sharks and no dolphins in the sea.

A world where I can be as creative as can be

An Unknow Person

Feb 11 I realized I no longer know who I am

Nore do I care who I was anymore

Because the person I once was,

Isnt the person I wanted to be